Journal Entry:
Mon May 7, 2012, 7:23 PM
Over the past couple of months or so I've been thinking...
Actually for a long time I've been debating this issue.
But lately I've begun to realize something.
Now my reasons I'll explain and they'll make this journal lengthy--
They may be biased or unfair but oh well it's what I think...
With all the drama that people make these days in the MMD community and the way people act,
Before, I used to wonder why anyone would want to stop using this wonderful program--
But when I think of the times I used to wonder that I think I was crazy .-.;;
This is one fucked up community that used to be fun but now it's just garbage.
Personally, I would like to stay here, make models, and have fun;
But it's just not appealing to me anymore.
What made it unappealing?
The shitty community.
That's what.
People in this community disgust and disturb me and there's no other way to put it but that I actually hate it.
I don't start drama.
I don't mock or make fun of people.
I don't provoke others through sarcastic comments.
I don't bother anyone.
I mind my own business and try to be friendly to everyone.
I have always been nice to people who respected me and my work and I'm such a sweet and kind girl according to everyone who has ever met me.
However niceness doesn't get you far enough,
But rudeness sure does.
Because rudeness starts drama,
And drama makes you popular.
( According to this community )
Therefore, I'm not popular.
And I never will be because I refuse to treat people with such disrespect.
I take constructive criticism perfectly well,
But give me sarcasm and rudeness and I will never respect you.
Treat others the way you want to be treated.
It's as simple as that.
And yet people can't grasp that simple idea.
Making fun of others doesn't make you cool,
It makes you look like you think you're so much better than those people.
The rudeness of this community irritates me,
But honestly,
It's the perversion of these people that disgusts me.
Seriously.
You wanna go fuck someone you don't even know then go ahead,
Have fun getting an STD.
You guys are sick and need lives.
I don't care about the people in the MMDc who act like that.
If they want to act like sluts and whores that's their problem.
But I'm disgusted by what this community has become and want no part in it anymore.
It's just embarrassing to me.
Actually, there are the MMD-ers that I really do appreciate, respect, and like because they seem like genuinely nice people.
I have no reason to dislike them at all.
Alright, this wasn't supposed to be a rant, in all honesty.
It's just supposed to be an explanation to why I'm quitting MMD.
I could've said this in a couple lines but I chose not to,
So sorry about making it so long lulz...
I thought about all this today when I was waiting for my class to start and it was really a hard choice.
It was fun in the beginning when I started 3 years ago,
But now I'm sick of it.
I'll be active on my drawing account until the stupidity of this community dies down.
Which I bet will never happen .-.;;
( For anyone who has model requests, I will finish them, upload them, and note you the downloads. Other than that, I won't be active on this account for a while. Sorry for anyone who actually enjoyed me being here lulz... )
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Mood:
Tired -
Listening to: The Tv
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Reading: Nothing
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Watching: The Tv
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Playing: Some MMORPGs
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Eating: Wheat Thins
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Drinking: Nothing